Good Day!

Everyday is beautiful when u are in a good mood! The new day we are expecting all the time got to do with our mood and expectation. With positive mind, we can have a real good day and its fun and exciting to expect something new something interesting to happen. We cannot for seen what will happen but at least with clear positive mind set... anything that comes our way we can be a conqueror and turn everything into good. Time passes by, never stop... whether u like it or not...good day or bad day still another day... so why not we choose to live this another new day a good day? =)
Today is a beautiful Sunday! May you feel the same today! Good Morning everyone! God Bless! =)

Out of My Hands- Nice soothing meaningful song~ Enjoy!

Out Of My Hands - CHC

OUT OF MY HANDS
City Harvest Church
Key: C

(Verse 1)
C
Out of Your hands
F
Into my heart
Dm C
You give it all for me

C
Love that is real
F
My emptiness filled
Dm C
That's when I first believe

(Verse 2)
C
Out of Your hands
F
Into my heart
Dm C
You put Your songs in me

C
Rivers will flow
F
Healing me whole
G7 C
That's when my song will sing


(Chorus)
F C
My heart can never comprehend
Dm
Love crucified the Man
F C
Was open hands were nailed for me
F C F Dm
And now I live each moment serving only You
G7 C
Jesus my Lord

(Verse 3)
C
Out of my hand
F
Back to your heart
Dm C
I give my all to Thee

C
Words aren't enough
F
For me to start
G7 C
To say what You meant to me

(Bridge)
F C
I surrender to your love
F G
I surrender to your love
F C
I surrender to your love
F G
I surrender to your love

日子再苦 我还是原来的我！ ＝）

最近好忙　自从全职成为地产经纪后　终于明白赚钱的辛苦也看到成功光芒。　我不适合９－６　５ｄａｙｓ　坐在ｏｆｆｉｃｅ　稳稳打工赚ｂａｓｉｃ。　虽然我是ａｃｃｏｕｎｔａｎｔ...我还是选择了外面跑，收ｃｏｍｍｉｓｓｉｏｎ。　To earn the money we have to put effort on it. If we are not working or slack we wont be successful. Not like a basic earner they can "snake" in the office wait for time to pass, get MC when doesn't feel like working, as an agent i have to work to survive.. how much we work will determine how much we earn. Now i learnt to treasure the time i have... few things good about my current job, its my interest about property and i can meantime equip my self with knowledge for future investment... and i get to know first hand if there's a good property for sale =D

secondly my earning = sky is the limit not like basic its fixed... yes basic earner is stable but i love having the challenge where i earn with the efforts i put and i believe in myself.

To be more precise I believe in my God My provider! If he is with me who can be against me? =)

Yet, im still the old me who will never give in against my conviction. I will never smoke like other agents did and other stuff! I choose to trust God as I dun wanna success by my self ... i want to Success in God's Way!!!

Succcess is a journey not a destination! A few of my partners ask me how come they did just like what i did to advertise the same property but end up only me receiving the calls? Whats the trick of my advertisement? I smile...I told Johnny they will never understand... its my Prayer! and also prayers from my friends and family =) I hope one day i can explain these to them!


Last but not least, in relationship, first thing i dont have the time for that frankly for now.. ..yes i did struggle about being the friendliest friend being a nice guy... friend told me not to be a nice guy cooz friends can hardly turned into lovers anymore.. as end up like now I have so many good friends even very close female friends.. i should be naughty and bad...dun listen to problems and become good friends, etc .. yes i did struggle to "fake" my self bad... but nah... ive decided to be my self! My real self and yes my friend you all still have me as ur good listener haha I strongly believe God will provide someone who will accept who I really am. =)

Me? Im still the original me! =)

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Nice voice, nice song and touching story behind the song! respect this guy.







Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.




And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8,13

My story? - Just A Nice Guy-Wong Fu's Production

weih Johnny u have to watch these clips :S
lol sob sob.. feel like crying when watching these clips. emo

i macam watching my own story >.< haha

Song Composing - My Heart Beats with You 我心与你相系

Lyrics

My Heart Beats With You

Verse:

Many times I turn away when You call me
Many things that I’ve done grieves Your heart
But I know You’re always at the door of my heart
Waiting for me to come back to You

In the darkest hour of my life
When everything around me seems so wrong
Yet I know You’re always at the door of my heart
Waiting for me to come back to You


Chorus:

Its You who show me what love is
A love from the Father
A love that is so real

Its You the reason that I live
You show me the meaning of life
A hope that never fails
I’m coming back to You

My heart beats with You

我心与你相系

Verse:

你多次 呼唤我 我离你而去
我所做 许多事 伤透你心
但我知 你永远在我心门等候
等候着我 回转归向你

在我生命 最黑暗的时刻
一切围绕我的虽似逆境
但我知 你永远在我心门等候
等候着我 回转归向你

Chorus:

是你 彰显什么是爱
从父神来的爱
如此真实的爱

你的缘故 我仍活着
你指示我生命的意义
使我永不绝望
我回转归向你

我心与你相系

Busy Yet Interesting Weekend!

Saturday:

Super Busy!!!
Need to prepare my music~

4.00pm went coffee bean to learn Photoshop creating Avatar and Banner thx Ms Wendy for teaching the noob! ~ ;)
(Consider last minute d coz Wendy leaving to Ipoh-KL the next day)

6pm Drive to Park Royal prepare for Party!!!
(Suppose to be Gavin's "farewell" party but HEYYYYYYYYY you will only be leaving on October man!!So what party was that?)

We did the same thing most of the ppl did in beach~ play around, bbq, chatting, guitar + a bit singing... etc...

Here comes the most interesting part hahahhaha

Park Royal~ I love the pool...

I get high and went to CHALLENGE THE AUTHORITY-BREAKING THE RULES!!!

Obviously they "chained up" the pool and also put up a sign board saying "POOL CLOSED"

Its was 12 something and i just sneak to a corner and jump down into a pool... SY and Wendy stay besides the pool to "jaga"

lol manage to swim for 7 minutes! yay then here comes the employee apologize to me "Sorry Sir, the pool is closed for maintainance they are doing "pengklorinan"(i forgot what english word he used d -.-) and it is danger for your eyes"

Then i change location! The sea~ then the rest (5 other ppl joined me)
Enjoying the waves! But the brownish sea water is not so cool... mayb not that bad la but nevermind we can't see anything also in the dark hahaha

OMG 130am "PARENTS ALERT PARENTS ALERT" :P Its late so we went home!

Sunday

Slept at 3 after online awhile woke up at 740 prepare for church...

I've serving playing the Piano for Praise and Worship, Johnny is leading... omg Intro on 2 songs one of them in E major its a challenge and very pressure for a noob pianist like me hahaha phew~ get thru tho not like sometimes might "sink" mia hahahaha

Guitar Class after church~ Learning Plucking on "How Great is Our God"

Afternoon went to Uncle Gabriel's house to finish up my music for my song composing~
Thx Uncle Gabriel for the help and for your time too =)

Yay at last i got 1 copy of song that is done using programing...The music is using guitar more can actually change the style and mood using computer software.. but i will make another type of music "Piano + Orchestra + Violin" tomorrow (i mean today lol since now is 430am)

Planned to go PISA PC fair but never have enuf time for that, too tired for that too! imagine slept at 3 woke up at 730 4 and hlf hour sleep only zzzzzzzzz but my weekend worth everything =)

This year i got tough competition d Nicole and her friend made a nice song with interesting modulations and variations, and the music was awesome too! I believe other composers from other 10 churches is putting a lot of effort in making nice music too~

Either winning or losing i'm going to studio!!! wheee~ why? i love music... since i can find such a great singer i might as well just make a better quality recording for my own composing as a hobby =D

Oya my singer that will help me in my song composing singing is in PISA working must be tiring working there for 3 days. Sorry to trouble you and thanks for the help! No choice you got a sweet voice! ;)

TY everyone who lightens up my weekend =D

An English Song was COMPOSED!!! yayyyy~~~

Yahooooo~~~ i finished my song composing for coming competition at last! An English song

Too excited...so make a draft demo to send it to my singer :P imagine i'm doing this midnight 12:35 hahahah whispering(dare not really sing) abo neighbour later say "Siao eh" !!!

(hahahah i'm high liao!!!! dunno what i am blogging and typing :P )

O ya my singer? Thumbs up! Keep it low first! Wait till you listen to her voice! Really amazing voice she has!!!Thanks a lot!

I'm planning to make a real demo in studio or in a home studio. i might arrange the music in church! arghhhh how i wish my church got CD Writer then can save money to go studio lo~~~~ aiks tho my church has a very good sound system but cassette really spoil the sound... so better not doing sound recording in church

(music can be arrange there coz i'm using keyboard with programs into the diskett)

Heard they raise this years prize DOUBLE~~ will last years winner get the fair chance to win again? =X hope i can win!!!! Need money to go Club Med ar~~ Bank no more savings liao :P

By the way going to the studio is not actually fully an investment prior to the competition la its also my hobby since i love music so much i can find such a good singer i might as well keep a good demo of the song i composed =)

Mayb i'll sing too... will see how i'll arrange the music this weekend!


Will post demo here when everything is done!!!


Next... my sister also wrote a song (lyrics) i'm going to write the music for her

Her song is in chinese ...

Today is a great day to remember~

~PRAISE GOD!!!! He will always make a way!
~Thank you for giving me another chance!
~I'm really relieve and happy now!
~I will keep my promise to You!!!
~This blog will serve as a reminder for my self what promise i have made to you!



Today is different from other days! Not a very special day tho! Just the release of result!

My mood is anxious,worried, lost, don't know what to do... I do feel bad when parents pay for my expansive fees and i keep dissapoint them, really i do feel bad!
my brain is so blank!!! Coz i know more or less how my result will be!

This sem i took 4 papers! It is compulsory to pass at least 3 out of 4 papers in order to continue to study... thats Deakin Uni!

I know my capability, i'm fast learner, clever (misused it) and good in memorizing thx to mum since i was 6 yo train me to hafal all the chinese poem and Primary School train me to participate in Story telling and Public Speaking Competition that needs us to memorize!!!

Somehow my pros brings my con out of my self! Totally my fault! I'm weak in Self Control, Too-Playful, Sometimes Ego and Overconfidence, Worst ---- LAZY(by the way it comes with playful side by side)!!!!!


Since TarC Diploma my close friends know that they seldom see me in class.... 70% will not be in class some class even worse) Normal day at home? i never study! I still remember i went to find May Shen borrowing her text book to photocopy the day before the exam and study for around 12 hours and i'm fine with diploma...

that makes me a bad habit of laziness to study and find boring to go class... over-confidence not to depend on the lecturer and tutor... haiz....

Everytime i say i wanna change but still i remain the same! I can't stand the boringness in class....

As this sem some of u guys know i pass up my assignment last minute and made a big mistake... i handed a hardcopy bt accidentally deleted the soft copy before ihand up to Australia!
Thx to Miss Rohayati she gives me mark for the hard copy and try to pursuade Austalian Lecturer to give me marks even tho i din pass up the softcopy... Normally they won't allow this, so thats why i am so scared to drop out!!!!! a confirm fail subject because of my mistake in hand up soft copy! haiz....

As ussual this sem i wasn't prepare well for the exam! I only study 1 or 2 days ahead! Also a stranger to the tutorial and lecture class...

after finishing the exam i know i will fail one more subject which will make it 2 failing subject that will resulting me to drop out! I'm so lost!

I really pray very hard , making promises to God asking for His help! I know i can't expect my self not to study and pray for pass but what can i do? thats the only thing i can do now! The only way i can think of!I keep prying and praying and my prayer was answered! There can be miracle when you believe in Him!


Wanna know my result?

Finance --- 68 Credit (Expected to pass, i love maths)

B.Com ---- 46 Fail
(I dunno why i fail this... mayb over-confident with this so din really study)

Marketing Research --Pass 50
(Assignment i fail to pass softcopy expected to fail this but guess My Cikgu who gives me 15/30 for assignment get to persuade them to give me half of the assignment marks ---7 marks which is so precious for me to pass this)



Marketing Management ---Pass 51marks

( I tot i will 100% fail this subject the moment i pass up this paper on the exam hall! I counted my points...the maximum i can get is around 42 marks... maximum d! where did the 9 marks come from? MIRACLES?Thank You Jesus!)

I know it doesn't looks pretty but its superbly more than enough for someone who don't study like me!!!


So end up i fail a subject that i doesn't expected and pass 2 subject that i tot i will be a definite fail!
I'm not drop out! YAY!!!!



My classmate who read this!! Pls remind me of this blog and today if i ever ponteng again! =)


I shall keep my promise to change! I love You Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Just too happy to express my joy! Will be back to edit this blog~ ;) or mayb i will keep this origin! will see how =)

Everything just seems so wrong~ arghhhhhhh!!!

What happened to me? Everything i do are against all odd!

Everything just not going smooth! Not only me, Jess who is a super friendly person were being misunderstand as proud, joyce who went to observe our latin dance class were misunderstand as well. they also grumbled about things not going smooth these few days! As well as a few of my really close friends far away...

Hmm... hows Johnny now in HK with Charis? hope they are enjoying =)

Whats wrong with July? was it cursed? arghhhhhhhhh!!!

Or is it a sign to me that I can't do anything without HIM!

I'm sick! Not physically but more to mental and soul~

Its time to turn back and walk home! its time to reconcile with Him!!! I know its a sign for me so does my second accident(a sign as well).


[Heart of Worship]
I'm coming back to the heart of worship when its all about You, its all about You Jesus~
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it when its all about You,Its all about You Jesus~






Feel better now =D Cheers Be Happy Always

this time i'm saying this to myself! =)