Thursday, July 31, 2008

An English Song was COMPOSED!!! yayyyy~~~

Yahooooo~~~ i finished my song composing for coming competition at last! An English song

Too make a draft demo to send it to my singer :P imagine i'm doing this midnight 12:35 hahahah whispering(dare not really sing) abo neighbour later say "Siao eh" !!!

(hahahah i'm high liao!!!! dunno what i am blogging and typing :P )

O ya my singer? Thumbs up! Keep it low first! Wait till you listen to her voice! Really amazing voice she has!!!Thanks a lot!

I'm planning to make a real demo in studio or in a home studio. i might arrange the music in church! arghhhh how i wish my church got CD Writer then can save money to go studio lo~~~~ aiks tho my church has a very good sound system but cassette really spoil the sound... so better not doing sound recording in church

(music can be arrange there coz i'm using keyboard with programs into the diskett)

Heard they raise this years prize DOUBLE~~ will last years winner get the fair chance to win again? =X hope i can win!!!! Need money to go Club Med ar~~ Bank no more savings liao :P

By the way going to the studio is not actually fully an investment prior to the competition la its also my hobby since i love music so much i can find such a good singer i might as well keep a good demo of the song i composed =)

Mayb i'll sing too... will see how i'll arrange the music this weekend!

Will post demo here when everything is done!!!

Next... my sister also wrote a song (lyrics) i'm going to write the music for her

Her song is in chinese ...

Monday, July 21, 2008

College Reopen!

21 JULY 2008 College Reopen looooooooo~~~~

At night --> Lets Jive~~~

Mid August Due date----> Song Composing Competition!!!! I will hand up the song i currently working out with =)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Today is a great day to remember~

~PRAISE GOD!!!! He will always make a way!
~Thank you for giving me another chance!
~I'm really relieve and happy now!
~I will keep my promise to You!!!
~This blog will serve as a reminder for my self what promise i have made to you!

Today is different from other days! Not a very special day tho! Just the release of result!

My mood is anxious,worried, lost, don't know what to do... I do feel bad when parents pay for my expansive fees and i keep dissapoint them, really i do feel bad!
my brain is so blank!!! Coz i know more or less how my result will be!

This sem i took 4 papers! It is compulsory to pass at least 3 out of 4 papers in order to continue to study... thats Deakin Uni!

I know my capability, i'm fast learner, clever (misused it) and good in memorizing thx to mum since i was 6 yo train me to hafal all the chinese poem and Primary School train me to participate in Story telling and Public Speaking Competition that needs us to memorize!!!

Somehow my pros brings my con out of my self! Totally my fault! I'm weak in Self Control, Too-Playful, Sometimes Ego and Overconfidence, Worst ---- LAZY(by the way it comes with playful side by side)!!!!!

Since TarC Diploma my close friends know that they seldom see me in class.... 70% will not be in class some class even worse) Normal day at home? i never study! I still remember i went to find May Shen borrowing her text book to photocopy the day before the exam and study for around 12 hours and i'm fine with diploma...

that makes me a bad habit of laziness to study and find boring to go class... over-confidence not to depend on the lecturer and tutor... haiz....

Everytime i say i wanna change but still i remain the same! I can't stand the boringness in class....

As this sem some of u guys know i pass up my assignment last minute and made a big mistake... i handed a hardcopy bt accidentally deleted the soft copy before ihand up to Australia!
Thx to Miss Rohayati she gives me mark for the hard copy and try to pursuade Austalian Lecturer to give me marks even tho i din pass up the softcopy... Normally they won't allow this, so thats why i am so scared to drop out!!!!! a confirm fail subject because of my mistake in hand up soft copy! haiz....

As ussual this sem i wasn't prepare well for the exam! I only study 1 or 2 days ahead! Also a stranger to the tutorial and lecture class...

after finishing the exam i know i will fail one more subject which will make it 2 failing subject that will resulting me to drop out! I'm so lost!

I really pray very hard , making promises to God asking for His help! I know i can't expect my self not to study and pray for pass but what can i do? thats the only thing i can do now! The only way i can think of!I keep prying and praying and my prayer was answered! There can be miracle when you believe in Him!

Wanna know my result?

Finance --- 68 Credit (Expected to pass, i love maths)

B.Com ---- 46 Fail
(I dunno why i fail this... mayb over-confident with this so din really study)

Marketing Research --Pass 50
(Assignment i fail to pass softcopy expected to fail this but guess My Cikgu who gives me 15/30 for assignment get to persuade them to give me half of the assignment marks ---7 marks which is so precious for me to pass this)

Marketing Management ---Pass 51marks

( I tot i will 100% fail this subject the moment i pass up this paper on the exam hall! I counted my points...the maximum i can get is around 42 marks... maximum d! where did the 9 marks come from? MIRACLES?Thank You Jesus!)

I know it doesn't looks pretty but its superbly more than enough for someone who don't study like me!!!

So end up i fail a subject that i doesn't expected and pass 2 subject that i tot i will be a definite fail!
I'm not drop out! YAY!!!!

My classmate who read this!! Pls remind me of this blog and today if i ever ponteng again! =)

I shall keep my promise to change! I love You Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just too happy to express my joy! Will be back to edit this blog~ ;) or mayb i will keep this origin! will see how =)

Wednesday, July 16, 2008


This world is so so big and i'm so so tiny! I'm so confused and lost. How will my future be? I wanna be something! I don't wanna be nothing!

Time can never go back, every decision will leads to different out come! I'm stucked I'm not even moving forward towards my goals and dreams! Arghhh~ I've wasted so much time!


Miserable~ Miserable~ Miserable~ EMOooooooooo~

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Cold Noodle (HK)

Cold Noodle in 旺角
I ate once and addicted to it!
I took walk a very long distance from tsim tsa tsui to wong kok just to buy this !
Its tasty too!
Last day before we get back, i forgo Krispy Kreame for this cold noodle! Million went to get KK and i went to buy this haha!

The 料is a lot and its very cheap! Tako sell at sushi king cost RM6 only sold around RM 2 for this Cold Noodle!
I superbly love the sotong!! NICE!!!!

Don't Read This When You are Hungry!! (For ur own good)

I often recommend and tell my friend that Pinocchio Restaurant in Macau (Portugese Food) is one of the best ever food i ever tasted before! Dun believe? Judge your self! ;)
Cost me around RM 70
Pinocchio (Portugese Food Restaurant) Macau
Vege Soup
Ox-Tail Soup
Very tasty (they are not kiam siap with their ingredience)
Main Course
Judge ur self~ Nice?
Thats why i said for ur own good! Dun read this when u r hungry haha!
Ok this dish is Beef Fried with Onion and Special Sauce
(Superb) Thumbs Up!!!!

Portugese style sausage (a bit salty according to million)

Ya i feel salty too but i'm ok with it nice!! Delicious!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

American Idol on 10 April 2008

Shout To The Lord


Everything just seems so wrong~ arghhhhhhh!!!

What happened to me? Everything i do are against all odd!

Everything just not going smooth! Not only me, Jess who is a super friendly person were being misunderstand as proud, joyce who went to observe our latin dance class were misunderstand as well. they also grumbled about things not going smooth these few days! As well as a few of my really close friends far away...

Hmm... hows Johnny now in HK with Charis? hope they are enjoying =)

Whats wrong with July? was it cursed? arghhhhhhhhh!!!

Or is it a sign to me that I can't do anything without HIM!

I'm sick! Not physically but more to mental and soul~

Its time to turn back and walk home! its time to reconcile with Him!!! I know its a sign for me so does my second accident(a sign as well).

[Heart of Worship]
I'm coming back to the heart of worship when its all about You, its all about You Jesus~
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it when its all about You,Its all about You Jesus~

Feel better now =D Cheers Be Happy Always

this time i'm saying this to myself! =)

Lets Jive!!! YeeeHaRRRR

After 3 months of Cha Cha...

Today is our first lesson of JIve we ar doing 6 step Jive.... wa my leg so tiring lol!!

but cool another different feeling and expression of Latin!

Jess and Joyce joined us for the free first lesson (for them) to observe the class

both are them are borned dancer catching uo the style very fast!

However what I see is Jess Shuffling there rather than Jive lolzzzzzz

Hopefully one day i can dance like those pros!!! so Graceful and Charisma!!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Olympic Torch at Tsim Tsa Tsui

Will we see this in our country? I doubt it!
Amazing sight!! So many people!!!

Even its raining you can see how many people there supporting the torch run!!!

Andy Lau Happens to be the torch carrier who pass by our accomodation!!